The day I crashed and burned….
This is my personal transformation story over the last 12 months.
But its not a story about rainbows and unicorns.
Yes parts of it have been exhilarating, but other bits have been outright traumatic.
It’s been a huuuge time of change and transition, as I’ve been going through a reinvention process to bring myself into alignment with my soul purpose….
This is a long post. Because I have an important message for you about what you need to fulfil YOUR life mission.
My story begins with explaining that for quite a while I’ve been looking for a way to fully express ALL of me in the world.
I was unsatisfied with having too many “hats” and my soul was calling me change direction and fulfil my mission, and to get on with it now!
It was like a giant itch or a big pull of feeling dissatisfied urging me to get up and move. But I was really scared. I didn’t know what to do or who to ask for help that could guide me with both a new vision and practical implementation.
I didn’t know what my soul purpose was, but as I began to change direction I had an awakening.
I experienced understanding someone else’s soul purpose in one of my intuitive readings, and it opened up an unexpected pathway. (I also started to see visual patterns that represented a person’s Soul energy. It became part of MY journey of discovery, who knew right? AMAZING!)
And I began to understand my soul mission was to help you understand yours!
It’s been a time of transformation. And a roller coaster of emotions and experiences.
The reason I’m sharing this today is to offer you support and encouragement if you too are being called to make change in your life and are feeling scared of stepping forward.
You’re probably procrastinating because your head is giving yourself all the “reasons” why it’s too hard?
It’s easier to keep doing what you’ve always done, but you know deep inside that your soul is knocking, you have something meaningful to contribute and wisdom to share.
I know how you feel. You’re not alone!
There are times in life when your heart calls you to change direction, to let go of what was, who you’ve been and of the description of who you thought you were and to move through a time of evolvement.
And that’s what I’ve been doing in my business, but since my business IS me, it’s actually been me that’s had to change!
Many of you know me because of my modality (Kinesiology, EFT, Medical Intuition, Energy Healing of all kinds,) or you’ve been to one of my Professional Training courses or an Intuitive Healing Sacred Art workshops or a Qigong class… or something else.
Over the years I’ve done so much training I no longer knew how to explain who I was or what I did. I had 5 different websites but none of them really described me in a way that anyone could understand. So, when asked what I did, I’d generally just say “teacher” or “Natural Therapist” because it was easier.
I started combining intuition, energy healing, psychology and creative art a couple of years ago and began to see the light at the end of the tunnel. But, as you know, it’s very hard to be objective about yourself or to see the bigger picture with all your talents and experiences combined. So I was still frustrated that I couldn’t combine all the ‘ME’s in one place.
I still felt torn in many directions and I wanted to bring myself to one focus that would allow me to really serve the women in my tribe in my fullest capacity.
So last year I embarked on the biggest journey of discovery and transformation in my life.
I committed to a one year Coaching Program that stretched me in every way – emotionally, financially, spiritually, intellectually.
I found the Guides I’d been searching for. After a few Coaching sessions I had a direction! I had co-created a new vision of myself. Woohoo!
It was like being a new seed that had been planted in fresh soil – and I started growing.
At a deeper level I was letting go of the old me which was like giving up the comfortable easy chair I had occupied for many years.
I had grown used to running all kinds of courses and serving all kinds of private clients, switching from one modality to another and compartmentalising my professional skills to serve different audiences.
In one week alone I could go from seeing private clients to teaching natural therapists Professional Helping/Coaching skills, or from running a Qigong class to conducting Mentoring sessions for Salvation Army Social Workers or hosting an online Healing Circle with Angels in attendance!
Now I was being guided to step into a new description of myself and it required me to let go of old ways and take off some of my old hats.
All kinds of fears came up like scared children who all wanted to be heard. And I discovered, like adult children, they don’t leave home easily!
Luckily I had lots of beautiful friends and family, clients and colleagues who supported and encouraged me. And I used all my knowledge and inner resources to stay afloat.
Then I had all the challenges of implementing my new ideas and visions and uphill learning curves with technology, marketing and copywriting, as well as getting new photos and creating a new image, website and creating new resources and programs for my tribe – and all that goes with creating an online presence.
But with the help of others, I did it! New clients, new program. Really exciting.
But in other ways, I overdid it. I didn’t give myself enough down time. I thought driving myself to complete these projects as soon as possible would be a good move. Just commit , stay up late, and just get it done. I called it having Entrepreneurial spirit. Everyone else did it. I wanted to keep up.
But I crashed.
Worst I’ve ever crashed.
Physically ill, my immune system went down and I with it. Worst experience ever.
I woke up.
Self care lesson learned.
I must take care of ALL of me. I am important.
It took me a while to come back.
But here I am.
More determined to be me, with more checks and balances I need to keep my life in balance.
With the willingness to say “no” when my need for self care time is apparent. In the past I always found this really hard to do.
And with a greater awareness of who I serve, what I am here to do and the gifts my soul purpose has given me.
It’s been a tough lesson.
But I know where I’m going now. I’ve come out the other side of the tunnel into the light.
And now I’m here to support you, to walk by your side and be your guide and show you the wide, easy pathway because I’ve seen the pitfalls.
I want you to have clarity of direction, be connected to your Divine inner intelligence and spirit Guides and get clear and easy action steps that will help you create the life you are being called to live.
And there’s something essential you’re going to need to ensure your journey is smooth and always joyful.
I know you give it to others. You have a big heart. You are thoughtful, supportive and wise.
Turn and look in the mirror. Let it be reflected back to you. Let it be what guides you through change in your life.
So now I’m on the other side. There’s always more to do but I’m really clear about me and who I serve.
I have stepped into the role of being a Life Direction and Soul Purpose Coach, helping other spirited women who are in a period of life transition to the get support, guidance and practical help they need to move forward.
I have been there, I’ve been through it and I understand what it takes to navigate to success – to get a clear direction and the confidence and courage to let yourself Shine.
So if you are in a stuck place, being pulled forward but unsure of your direction and totally scared to jump, I am here to help you take the leap into your future.
I created a new 90 day Coaching program called Shine that is specifically for you.
It’s your turn to be brilliant in the world.
It’s for the woman who is ready to say yes to her heart’s calling. Scared, yes. But no longer willing to be small.
And because I believe in life balance, I only open up 2 places per month for my 1:1 coaching program.
And I’d love to chat to you about it if you feel drawn to discovering the details?
I haven’t advertised these spots because I love to work with people I already have a connection with.
To apply for one of the spots, simply go to my online scheduler and organise to have a Connection Call with me.
It’s a 30 minute Skype or phone call to find out more about what’s happening in your life and help you clarify what you want and what you need, then we can decide if we are a good match for each other.
If we agree and if it’s appropriate I’ll give you all the details about the program outline, sessions, cost, payments, freebies, schedule etc.
And if you decide to jump on board, I will watch over you to make sure you keep it all in balance.
Let’s make magic in your life, together!
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